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Greetings fellow entity.

This is an attempt by Conduitry to talk about Furry-ness more in-depth. Remember you fucking asked for it.

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Furry-ness has been gradually overwriting my sexuality with its own magic. It's done a pretty thorough job and has affected other parts of my life as well. Historically I had been fairly straight, but now I really don't think so. I could get into whichever equipment. It's the thoughts that count. tl;dr furries made me bi, or rather are how I found out that bi is a thing I might actually be. I've gradually felt less weird about the amount of Erotic Furry Art that I consume, as it seems to cause objectively more positive feelings than many other things do.

I do not feel remotely comfortable as a member of this, but I think it's what I would currently most like to feel comfortable in. I think this is a direction I can go in to finally feel okay about who I am. It seems nice. There's just so much positive energy. So much desire to make things different and more interesting than they are.

I said elsewhere that I am Enneagram Type Four. Among other things, this chiefly means that I long for a consistent identity that I feel is me, and also that I am terrified I do not have a real identity. I'm sure this is related to my investment in the furry thing somehow. I've been trying to construct a self for a long time, and here is a way of being that thrives on precisely that. I want to create myself. I want to strike back against the tyranny of the body over the mind. I want to be me by finally becoming me.

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Bonus

For daring to venture into this section, you are rewarded with an additional secret section which you should probably also not read — an attempt at articulating and describing my Problems. Again, probably don't read this. More ->

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