Conduitry // About // Furry Trash

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Greetings fellow entity.

This is an attempt by Conduitry to talk about Furry-ness more in depth. Remember you fucking asked for it.

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Furry-ness has been gradually overwriting my sexuality with its own magic, and it's done a pretty thorough job of it. I've gradually felt less weird about the amount of Erotic Furry Art that I consume, as it seems to cause objectively more positive feelings than many other things do.

As I said elsewhere, I am Enneagram Type Four. Among other things, this chiefly means that I long for a consistent identity that I feel is me, and also that I am terrified I do not have a real identity. I'm pretty sure this is related to my investment in the furry thing somehow. I've been trying to construct a self for a long time, and here is a way of being that thrives on precisely that. I want to create myself. I want to strike back against the tyranny of the body over the mind. I want to be me by finally becoming me.

However, the connection from a defining trait to a peer group is a lot more tenuous than people often give it credit for, I think. Finding myself doesn't mean I've found my people. All of this positive energy, all this desire to make things different and more interesting than they are, when it passes through reality, gets warped into something I often do not care for.

But, alone, it's nice.

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